Twenty-five years ago, and some months more, we started a family. Samantha was followed three years later by Rebecca. For fourteen years, my life was filled with piano lessons, poofy dresses, pony tails, softball, and everything girl, and then there were boys.
Between girls and boys, there were ten years. Ten years filled with remediation and repair between myself and Jerry (more to come later), and miscarriages...three of them. Samantha and Rebecca came almost on demand. Having more babies was not easy. After yelling at a nurse after the first D&C (they put me in a room with a woman expecting twins after the procedure!), the sorrow of failing to carry to term a second time (another D&C), and then learning that, with my doctor's approval, that I could quietly miscarry at home with no procedures after the third miscarriage, we finally were able to conceive. I was willing to try just one more time, and it worked! Teddy was born, all 10-1/2 pounds and 22 inches of him.





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